The future

I can’t imagine the future properly with or without my eating condition. My life’s main goal is to sort it out as soon as I can. I feel constrained by it, like I can’t grow or mature without being able to at least eat a basic range of food stuffs. After all these years of trying I've still not reached as far as I would like to. The trouble is even the few successes I've had have been short lived as its difficult to repeat them.